Terminus

I live here. I doubt anyone would come and visit.

And I don’t know why I’m so upset.

Remember this?:

I was unstable since the beggining. That’s why I’m only helping myself.
I’m not hurting you because you’re not my friend.
Look, when you find a way to prove you’re not lying just do it, obviously the longer you take, the harder it’ll be for me to believe you. Honestly speaking, you shouldn’t go to all that trouble. I like you, and I’m telling you that my online friendship is not worth anything. Don’t try to get it, it’s impossible.
I dunno, I’m paranoid, but you know that already…
You should have learnt to avoid me. You’re still in time. Go away, shoo shoo…
WHY THE FUCK NOT?- That’s what’s so unbelievable about you. If we knew each other irl, I could beat you and you’d still be my friend. Is that okay with you?… if not, then GTFO
Either you’re brain dead, a villian or masochist.
I’ve found out that you’re only my friend cause you PITY me. Wonderful. Just wonderful.
Go to a dictionary, see what the VERB “pity” means. You can go fuck yourself. Go pity black people starving in Africa. Or homeless people dying from cold.
I do have friends, and I’m not 100% paranoid, so you can go fuck off some other place, yes?
“Don’t give flowers to the pigs, they’ll just eat them” If you realize that, why don’t you go away?

January 31, 2008 | Filed Under Life | 14 Comments

Admiration

One of the men I most admire, is Hari Seldon. Being a genious is the best thing anyone could be.

I’ve been giving flowers to pigs, several pigs. I thought they deserved them.

Well my friend, I really thought we were doing fine. You can go F-off and all the things you told me. You enjoy making me sad, destroying my dreams and my way of viewing life.

I’m going to be better without you, I won’t miss you, I don’t want to get stepped on again. Go seek help, we both know you need it.

January 31, 2008 | Filed Under Life | 17 Comments

Screenshot time

More spam on my hotmail today, sometimes some of those are funny, but it bugs me after a while.

I finally commented something on Chino’s blog o-o. I’m still nervous about it. All the people there are fighting for cake. It’s intimidating.

Also, yey my bro commented here <3.

2 days ago, mom took away my bed, so I have to set up some sleeping bag on the floor… I’m okay with it but, the floor’s hard.

January 29, 2008 | Filed Under Life | 7 Comments

Second Life

Okay so, Rei and I have been building our dreamhouse <–?, it has 2 floors, and it looks like some sort of weird base. The only problem is the lack of proper furniture and things to spice it up!, I’m still trying to figure out how to build a better house with less prims, but building houses is my favorite hobbie! I can’t wait to start school to do it for real. (Ya know, architecture)

A screen of our house:

I still have to work on the colors and textures, those look kind of weird. I know there’s no excuse but I’m new at this :[

A little shot of Rei and me:

Armin Van Buuren’s album: Universal Religion: Chapter 3 > all

January 24, 2008 | Filed Under Life | 25 Comments

Sounds

I AM in love with Maggi’s Harem site’s BGM. It’s so soothing. And in random web searches for it, I found another nice one.. I wish I knew the source though: click

Maggie’s Harem site’s BGM song is “Kate Moss” by Maximilian Hecker… wich is suddenly one of my favorite voices.

I also added to the blog, eh.. Adsense, maybe I can do something with it, also some adds are funny.

Today I played with Rei <3, some TF2 WITHOUT CRASHING HOW’S THAT. The annoying “paged pool memory low” message didn’t even appear! My FPS rate lowered a bit, but… I COULD PLAY. And I got my first :’( First place on 2fort, with 90 of score :3 (click on the picture for larger image). My name is currently “Toadette” wich I find cuter than “Erewhon”… for a while at least.

And, as I was looking through my screenshot vault, I found this one where my own sentry killed me. I still don’t get it :[

KILLED

January 22, 2008 | Filed Under Música | 17 Comments

Times

I don’t know if I should be confused or worried o_o; either way, I love him.

January 22, 2008 | Filed Under Life | 1 Comment

OS paged pool memory low

I don’t want to reg. edit, I’d rather wait for the Valve team to fix this issue, or like this Brian Jacobson said in the main thread about it. Here “We’re working on it”…

I remember with the first patch of the year, when they solved some problems with ATI and steam, my paged pool memory issues disappeared, until they patched again. Argh, for like a week I was so happy.

I’m reconsidering getting more RAM. Supposedly this isn’t RAM problem because I’m not even using half of it, when TF2 is running. But dunno, I’m still looking into it.

January 21, 2008 | Filed Under PC & gaming | 25 Comments

E-mails

I log on and woo, I have 9 new e-mails.

And my imaginary castle exploded. Every e-mail was selling something, or it was just spam. I’m reconsidering, making a new account, just to avoid these things. I wish I could get a “Hi!, I miss you etc etc mail” or something like that o_o. It’d make my day.

Also, my lovely family in sotnw <3:

January 19, 2008 | Filed Under PC & gaming | 4 Comments

Wordpress

One thing I despise from Wordpress, (even if it’s the coolest thing ever) it’s that you cannot choose the date for your posts. Like in blogger, where I could trash in, every old post from random blogs, to get rid of them